I’ve been joking lately that hitting 50 made me feel a little like Walter White — just without the urge to build a meth empire. But the more I sit with that comparison, the more I realize it’s actually… not a joke at all. There’s something real — something psychological,…
Financial Stability
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Adverse Childhood Experiences - Boundaries - cPTSD - Emotional Abuse - Financial Abuse - Financial Stability - Gen X - Generational Trauma - Hypervigilance - Narcissistic Parent - No Contact - Recovery - Survivor - Trauma
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Adverse Childhood Experiences - Boundaries - cPTSD - Emotional Abuse - Financial Abuse - Financial Stability - Gratitude - Hypervigilance - Narcissistic Parent - No Contact - Recovery - Spirituality - Substance Abuse - Survivor - Trauma - Triggers
Faith & Trauma — Part 3: When Faith Stops Being a Performance
I was raised in an extremely conservative expression of Christianity — the Church of Christ. I’m not here to bash that tradition. There are good people there.Sincere people.Faithful people. But inside my family system, church didn’t feel like refuge. It felt like performance. Who I Thought I Was Performing For…
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Bitcoin - Boundaries - cPTSD - Financial Stability - Gratitude - Narcissistic Parent - No Contact - Recovery - Substance Abuse - Survivor - Trauma
Gratitude — Thanksgiving 2025
For most of my life, I thought gratitude only came after everything was healed, settled, and safe. Now I know better. Gratitude is what grows in the middle of the ashes — after the unmasking, after the collapse, after the truth burns everything down and you’re still standing. Today is…
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How Bitcoin Became Part of My Healing Journey
Or: Why I Bought My First Satoshis at 50 Most people assume that because I’ve been a tech guy my whole life, I must have been into Bitcoin since the early days. Truth is?I didn’t buy my first bitcoin until April of 2025. Not because I wasn’t interested. Not because…